Haru's suicidal tips for dem desperate love

2011/10/12 06:17
FIRST OF ALL, I APOLOGIZE FOR ANY GRAMMAR MISTAKES YOU'LL SEE.

Okay, so I tried to write about this because my IRL friends and I are talking about this earlier. And I said, "OHH WHY NOT BLOG THIS. BECAUSE I THINK IT IS COOL".

Okay, so basically we talked about those people who blackmailed their girlfriends/boyfriends to end their life by killing themselves if they broke up. This is actually a desperate attempt to keep the relationship going. Well, to be frank, I wouldn't stop you. I'd actually let you do that. Derp I am actually blogging this for tips how to end your life man. so be happy that someone is supporting you until to the end of your life. yeey!

oh oh ps: this is only applied on love relationship. money,family problems are not included.

okay so uh lets start the list!


1.) If you plan to kill yourself, don't tell it to the public.

duuude don't tell it to anyone, unless you want sympathy from others. tbh, people who announce that they will kill themselves is more of like attention whoring.. or they want to be pitied. (stigma people are exempted). Aside from that I'm sure 60% of the people don't really care about you (they'd just think your some attention seeker). 30% of the people would be concerned, but wouldnt talk to you (because they think youre being an emo and shizz) and 10% of the people (w/c are your friends) who'd atleast worry. ( MAJORITY WOULDN'T CARE. im srs.)

Well if you're a really really good guy/girl. I'd recommend you shouldn't announce it to public. I'm sure you don't want your friends to worry about you. because you're just being a burden to everyone. If you want to die, do it in a peaceful way . :O

2.) Think about your parents

these people financed you, and you just want to end it all by a relationship? dude. before you plan to suicide, atleast try to finish your studies and pay them. Let them cruise on a huge ship or have a Hawaiian vacation w/e. Also think of the future, what would they say to those people who will come to your funeral? "ohh he suicided because they broke up with his/her ex" . Isn't that humiliating? Think ahead and think of your funeral and what will people say.

3.) Think about your funeral

Okay, before you plan to suicide, can you leave a note where there's some money for your coffin and other funeral needs? (like the cemetery lot, your gravestone [we call it lapida], and flowers). I don't really mind whatever's on the note (NO ONE WILL CARE ANYWAY) so just leave some money, it'll be approximately around $100,000 (not sure) but it'll be less if youre just renting a coffin. I know it's so much but HEEY it'll be a less burden to those people you love. :'D

Oh you can also write about your funeral song. (I recommend NYANYANYANYANYA or Mozaik role piano ver), and those people who'd like to visit your dead body. Also you can write about dress motif! oh thats cool, I'd recommend polka dots. its kewl man.

4.)Your place / Way of suicide

uhh just don't pick a place where we'd see your body soggy and gross. Dont jump on bridges, (if you want to look pretty on your coffin), you can slit, or drink poison. thats better yeah. But watch out, killing yourself is painful. and you'll definitely go to hell.

Suicidal No-No's: (because you'd look ugly if you do this.)
any car accidents, jumping on a bridge/building/anywhere, rope hanging (idk how to say this), burning, freezing to death, jumping in the plane, electrifying yourself,and lastly anything that would ruin your beautiful face. (you think of others)

Suicidal Yes-Yes:
Anything that be drunk: poison, muriatic acid, sulfur, pills,

Suitable places: Your room, dark alley, any dark places would be fine.

p.s: dont kill yourself on ANY transportation like subways, street cars or buses. because we people dont want to be delayed by your stupid suicide. thanks.


5.) He/she is not the only one out there.

IF UP TO STILL NOW YOU STILL PLAN TO SUICIDE. just remember he/she is not the only one out there. you have your friends and family. you started living without him before, so i'm pretty much sure you can do that again. wish for his happiness. because IF YOU FUCKING LOVE HIM/HER YOU'D LET HIM/HER GO.

im running out of thoughts. stupid spongebob BAHYAYAYAYAA-ING ON THE TV.
anyway I think that's all for today.
I hope I inspired you (what)

-haru

3's of me.

2011/05/24 09:39
ROBBED FROM FB (from nitrox,ritz, and Aki)

I AM BORED SOO. YEAH. I'M DOING THIS.


Three nicknames:



1. haru

2. Breu

3. haruhi




Three jobs I've had in my life:



1. NONE.

2. I AM

3. A HIKKI..




Three places I have lived:



1. HongKong



2. Philippines



3. Canada




Three favorite drinks:



1. Pomegranate Juice w/ Aloe



2. Buko Juice (coconut juice)



3. Ice Capp





Three TV shows that I watch:

(actually I don't watch TV)

1. American Dad



2. Pokemon



3. Splat..alot? smth like that (MOSTLY FROM YTV)




Three places I have been:



1. Disneyland Hongkong



2. ROM



3. Ocean Park (HK)





Three of my favorite foods:



1. Filipino foods (sisig, beef steak, -sinigang- , etc)



2. Frozen Yogurt



3. Raveoli





Three things I am looking forward to:



1. Going back to the Philippines



2. Meet new friends



3. Change another school .__.



Three Things that are ALWAYS by my side:



1. Nintendo Dsi



2. Blackberry



3. Laptop





Three of my favorite sounds: (..sounds?)



1. UHH POKEMON BGM SONGS ( I LIKE CYNTHIA'S THEME)



2. Pandora hearts' bgm (yuki's composition ARE WIN)



3. derp.





Three of my favorite smells:



1. c-chinese dumplings


2. Watermelon Blast from Penshoppe



3. Oranges

Hiatus for 2 weeks

2011/05/16 06:52
Uhh how to start this.
Okay so yesterday, my laptop suddenly burst out magical green and pink pixel colors out of nowhere. Apparently my LCD is broken, so it have had to be repaired.
(it goes like this http://twitpic.com/4xp2md look. D8)

I'm taking a 2 week break from everything. (youtube, facebook, skype)
I'm absolutely on twitter though. because its the only site that my blackberry can handle (and my sister's laptop probably.)

If I had any deadlines with you guys for this future 2 weeks. I'm sorry but I can't hand them in. Feel free to remove me from the chorus. (sob)

As for the duets, we'll still continue. huuurr. but it won't be done after this 2 weeks of pain and agony.

As for the mixing, I'm sorry but I can't hand them in, You can find another mixer if you are impatient.


Okay I think that's all. ; A ;)

see you in two weeks! (DM/TWEET ME ON TWITTER THOUGH)

-haru

1 9 t h ☆ B i r t h d a y

2011/05/01 10:59
I am really terrible on writing stuffs like these but I want to write this because I just because I feel like it. So yeah, I am putting all of my birthday gifts here.

Actually compared to last year's birthday, I pretty got less of birthday dedication covers this year, ( Old birthday playlist 8D! http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=FB679E4B6ADAFD77 )
but look on the bright side, I got so many many many many many many many birthday greetings coming from youtube, twitter and facebook! <3 (actually those who greeted me on facebook are the ones that greeted me on twitter and youtube..only 3-4 irl friends greeted me *sob* /hikki irl *shot*)

Uhh so where do I start, okay covers! /o/

I got Doubie's Magia: http://twaud.io/rr3g *OH I FANGIRLED ABOUT THIS LAST NIGHT I WAS TEARING WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS* YOU GUYS KNOW I LOVE DOUBIE TO THE BONE AND AAHH THIS GIFT IS LIKE -EXCLUSIVE- (well for me it looks like, yeaah HNHGGHH) AND MY FIRST GIFT AS WELL YOU DONT KNOW HOW HAPPYYYYYYY I AM GUUHHHH

Apol's I like you I love you (OFC THAT IS REALLY EXCLUSIVELY MINE >:I NO LINKSSS) I WONT SHOW IT TO YOU GUYS BECAUSE YES THATS ONLY MINEEEEE /is selfish bitch when it comes to apol related things. It's actually an accoustic version of the song, and I absolutely adore it * o *
WELL FIRST HE SANG IT TO ME LIVE! ON THE EXACT TIME OF 12:00 HEREE <33 I AM SOOOO HAPPYYY THAT TIME IM ALREADYY TEARING/FAPPING UP THAT TIME. (ofc what more could a girl ever dream of on her birthday than to hear his guy sing <33)

I have Nipah's Jhoto OP dub (OH MAN THIS REALLY BRINGS BACK MEMORIES AND HOW I LOVE THIS SONG LIKE SHIT) http://www.box.net/shared/vuj9lfuu87
I was eating sushi and my mind is singing thissss. ffff---/blames him again for her pokemon english song addiction


K-chan's Panda Hero~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0oGgtbl7L6w&feature=feedu OH I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I SAW THIS IN MY SUBS LIST I WAS LIKE OHH K-CHAN GIVE ME A BIRTHDAY SONG ;;A;;; <3333 I LOVE YOU K-CHAAAANN <33 YOUR HAPPY MASTER IS HAPPY <333333333333

Rei's Rolling girl http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfmIuET3mFg&feature=feedu ALTHOUGH I BULLY YOU GIVE ME THIS. ;;A;; <3 THANKS YOU LOTS REIII <33 BUT I WILL STILL BULLY YOU.

--this just comes while I was writing---
Kiki's Hello, How are you -accoustic version- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDIceS45YS0 ahhh kiki's voice is really pretty, soothing and adorable =///u///= (actually I love her auto-tune less covers than ones with auto-tune) <33 THANK YOU KIKI ;;A;;

Unique Category (WAIT WHAT)
Mikkyun gave me a sexy slideshow of A GIRL IN A RIBBON FUCK YEAAAHHhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywKnV2VI0J8 SHE'S THE ONE WHO TELLS ME I AM SEVENTEEN. OH YES I AM BABYYY <33
BOOBS BOOBS BOOBS BOOOBSS


Okay Chorus!
I only have one special chorus so far, and it is like one of the most suprising birthday chorus I ever have (I seriously dont know that Bira, Yami, Sia, Kureshi, Caspy are in this chorus.) ;; u ;; I think I posted on my blog one time that I love Eliantii's cover of this, and when I'm feeling down, I usually go to her channel and listen on that song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5slvV_8MDNA&feature=channel_video_title

AND WHAT IS THAT HUNDREDS OF DEDICATIONS. APOL I BET YOU ASKED EVERYONE FOR THIS. ;;A;;

AHHH THANK YOU SINGERS AND THE PEOPLE WHO DEDICATED ON THIS CHORUS. ;;A;; YOU REALLY MADE ME CRYYYYYYYYY BUCKETS.

Next! My first gifts that I ever receive on my whole fucking life--F-F-F-F-FANARTSSSSS ;;A;;
OH GOD I LOVE FANARTS I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEEEMMMMMMM!!!!

ken's fanart of me fffffffffAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH --- http://twitpic.com/4rhkln
youhko's GIFT FOR ME OH MY GOOODDD FFFFAAHHHH-- http://a1.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/221911_1755785889529_1085421406_31558524_2850922_n.jpg
AND LASTLY CARMEN'S KUMA-CHAN FANART OF MEEE AAHHH ALSDHLASHD http://img694.imageshack.us/i/scan0005gz.jpg/ CAN SOMEONE TELL ME AGAIN WHY AM I RELATED TO THIS GUYYYY

t-thank you so much guys. those people who greeted me, (you guys know who you are) I am really really thankful I have such wonderful friends like you guys. ;; u ;;

I love youu

-haru
wow. thats pretty long.

rant

2011/04/06 09:34
you me made me feel that I'm the worst person on earth,
I am filled with negative thoughts because of you.

-haru